Written
by Catherine Tregenna
Created
by Russell T Davies
Produced
by Richard Stokes
Directed
by Alice Troughton
Music
by Ben Foster/Murray Gold
Additional
music by: Ray Lamontagne – Trouble (Trouble 2004), Groove Armada – I see you
baby (Vertigo 1999)
On a cool winter’s day
before Christmas a Sky Gypsy de Havilland plane circles the airfield and comes in
to land on the private air strip. Jack,
Owen and Gwen wait and watch as it taxi’s towards them and parks up. Diane Holmes peers from the cockpit, wearing
her ‘Biggles’ headgear and flying jacket and leather flying gloves. She acknowledges them with a smile.
“Hello there!”
She climbs down from the plane and walks over to them.
“Apologies for the unplanned touchdown, just hit some rotten
turbulence.”
“Captain
Jack Harkness.” Jack extends his
hand in greeting. Diane shakes his hand and
introduces herself to the Captain as John Ellis a middle aged man in a business
jacket and trilby hat helps Emma-Louise Cowell, a young girl in a pink coat with
matching hat and bag down from the plane.
“Is
this some sort of secret base? You must
show me around sometime Captain.” Diane
says. Jack nods and smiles
“Is everything alright?”
John Ellis asks as he and Emma walk towards the gathered group, curious.
“How long before we head off again?”
Emma asks in a soft voice. “My Uncle’s expecting me.”
“When did you leave?”
Jack asks them
“About half an hour ago.”
Diane replies.
“What date?”
“Today,
September the 18th.”
“Which year...which year?”
Jack asks a little more urgently. “Which year...I need to know!”
“1953.” Diane confirms.
The siren sounds as the
door rolls back in the Hub and Owen, followed by Gwen, step into the
underground base towards their workstations.
John and Emma take a step forward as Jack insists that there’s nothing
to be frightened of.
“Who
exactly are you?” John asks stepping
into the base and taking in his surroundings.
“The
least you know about us the better!”
Jack replies stepping through ahead of Diane and advancing towards the
steps. He turns to face the little
group. “Meet the team.”
Toshiko and Owen
introduce themselves as Owen shrugs on his white coat and insist the group
follow him. Jack waves them up. Gwen looks to him.
“At least it wasn’t a spaceship full of
aliens.” She quips
“That might have been easier.”
Jack replies following after them.
“How can you travel 50 years in half an
hour?” John laughs at the incredulous idea.
“Your plane slipped through a transcendental
portal.” Jack replies leaning against the large table
in the boardroom where the team including the group gather.
“A what?” Emma asks.
“A
door in time and space.” Jack
replies breaking it down into simple terms.
“It’s
some kind of trick it has to be.” Scoffs John.
Jack calls Tosh who
steps forward. Behind her are images on
a moving screen of events since they disappeared. Emma watches, shocked.
“Celebrations
of the Millennium in your respectful home cities, photographs documenting the
development of Cardiff Bay from the 50’s to present day, blueprints of modern
day aeroplanes. “
“And if all this is true, how do we get
back?” Diane asks lifting the photographs of the
planes as she directs her questions to Jack and the team.
“You
don’t! According to history your plane
had never returned. I’m sorry.”
Diane sets down the photograph. “What’s
going to happen to us?”
“Never
mind about us what happened to everyone else?” John asks as a thought struck him. “Our
families?”
“Your father died in 1959...he was 48.”
Gwen tells Emma as she reads off a list of details while they walk
around the Hub.
“Dad said he’d die young.”
Emma said, detached slightly. “All the men in the munitions factory did.”
“Your mother lived till she was 81 though.”
Gwen adds. “I know this is hard to take in but, is there
anyone else?” Emma shakes her head.
“My
son Alan Ellis” John adds. “he was born on the 6th April
1937.” Toshiko types the data into
the computer. “14, Park Place, Grangetown, he might still be alive.”
“The archives in the 50’s weren’t that well
documented.” Toshiko
apologises.
“We’ll try again tomorrow.”
Jack suggests clamping a sympathetic hand on John’s shoulder. “Right
now you need to get some sleep.”
“Friends...er
boyfriend?” Owen asks Diane as they
sit at his workstation.
“Not
really, never stayed in one place long enough.” She draws on her cigarette.
Jack and Gwen take the
little party to a hostel where the girls share one room and John has a room of
his own.
“It’s
a bit basic!” Gwen apologises as she leads Emma and Diane into their
room.
“Not
when you’ve slept in barracks.”
Diane replies. She sets her small
case on the lower bunk of a bunk bed while Emma sets her bag on the single bed
by the door.
“I was
going to close a deal on a shop in Dublin tomorrow.” John says to Jack as he unpacks his
suitcase. Jack smiles curious.
“What
do you trade in?”
“Food nick knacks essentials.”
He replies setting out his shirt for the next day and opens his travel
radio, twiddling the knobs to locate his favourite station.
“What
are you after?” Jack offers to help.
“A bit of music.”
John replies. Jack selects a
station that is playing Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata. He steps back. John
picks up his camera “There’s photographs
of my family in here.”
“I’ll see what I can do.”
Jack takes the camera.
“Don’t worry Captain Harkness I’ll look
after the ladies.” John says extending his hand to Jack who
shakes it firmly.
“Call me Jack.”
Emma lifts out an outfit
from her suitcase as Gwen looks on. Two
girls can be heard laughing from out in the hallway. Emma looks over. “Who
else is here?”
“A couple of young girls.” Gwen smiles as she watches Emma unpack. “Pretty
dress.” Gwen admires it as Emma hangs
it up in the wardrobe.
“Thank you, I made it myself.”
“Where are you from?”
“Bristol.” Emma replies.
“What were you going to Dublin for?”
“Auntie Nora’s ill and Uncle Finn can’t
handle the children. It would be good
practice for when I have children of my own, Mum says.”
Emma lifts a soft rattling teddy bear out of the suitcase and holds it
close to her. “She’s gone next door, so Uncle Finn can telephone. She’ll know I’m missing by now.”
“Emma she found out in 1953. Over 50 years
have passed remember?”
Emma looks at Gwen as
the hard truth comes back and hits her like a kick to the guts. She sits down still clutching the bear to her
chest. “What did she think happened?
Must have been like one of those murders where they never find the
body.”
Gwen sits beside her on
the bed. “They seem to think that the
plane went down in the sea.” She
says comforting Emma as she breaks down in tears.
The following day, at
the Hub Gwen issues the party with their new identity cards as Jack explains
what they are.
“These will be your means of identification
for the authorities, we’ve set up bank accounts for you but for now we’ve set
up a daily allowance for each of you, so you can practice with the currency and
money management.”
John looks up from the
ID card in his hand. “David Ward?”
“Sally
Ann Hope?” Diane reads hers.
“Deborah
Morrison. And it’s spelt how Deborah Kerr spells it.” Emma geekily points out to Diane.
“Your
background story should fit around the skills you already have.” Says Jack.
“For example, John, you could
have run a corner shop.” He
suggests.
“No.”
“We can fake references.”
Jack explains. But John won’t have
it.
“You
can’t take away our names, god sake man, it’s all we’ve got left. It’s my son’s
name.” He slaps the ID book onto
Jack’s desk. “It’s the name above my shop!”
When John walks out of
Jack’s office, Jack sighs and follows him out.
He places an apologetic hand on his shoulder and apologises. “You’re
right, I’m sorry, I didn’t think. You should
keep your name.”
Outside Asda superstore
Ianto relays the spending allowance to the small party before they enter the
supermarket.
“I
suggest you use £25 for your food and £20 for luxuries, like cigarettes and
magazines.”
“My
dad only made £10 a week.” Emma says
catching up with Ianto outside Asda store.
“Things
are a lot more expensive now.”
Replies Ianto heading towards the entrance.
As Diane steps forward
the double doors slide open, all three are taken aback. As Ianto explains the
technical term for why this happens, Diane spots something more interesting.
“Bananas!” Diane makes a
beeline for them.
“Look at all this, we’d just got off
rationing in ’53.” John says, amazed.
“Yeah...”
replies Ianto. “Sorry we’re a consumer society”
“It’s bloody fantastic.” John replies making his way
inside.
Inside the store, Emma
is amazed at the abundance of biscuits, Diane stares at the colour tvs and John
marvels at the array of newspapers and magazines.
“How much food money have I got left?”
Emma asks turning to Ianto.
“£15.40.” He replies.
Emma fills her basket with sweets and chocolate as Ianto calculates out
loud, reminding her that she’ll rot her teeth.
“You
sound like my Mum.” She laughs.
Diane lifts out a disk
as Emma and Ianto walk around the aisle.
“They sell films in boxes and you
can watch them at home.”
Along another aisle John
lifts down a magazine with a semi naked woman on the front cover.
“Good God”
“Welcome to the world of scantily clad
celebrities.” Ianto smiles.
“There’s children around.”
“She’s a children’s tv presenter.”
At the checkout
“So
you like your musicals?” Ianto asks
lifting the dvd from the conveyor belt before it’s scanned.
“My best friend Katy and I went to see
Calamity Jane at the cinema five times. I’ve got the LP.”
As Ianto helps John to pack Diane walks
over with a packet of cigarettes and questions the warning on the front of the
box.
“What
does that mean?”
Ianto pulls up outside
the entrance to the Millennium Stadium
“I’m just going to take a look at the
Stadium you girls stick together now. I’ll be back for supper.”
He says glancing into the backseat before leaving the car. Ianto drives away. Taking a moment to get his bearings, John
turns his back on the Stadium. His walk
takes him to the house where he once lived, boarded up now.
“Excuse me do you know a man called Alan
Ellis, he used to live here?”
“No sorry mate.” Shrugs the stranger who walks on.
Back at the hostel, Emma
makes tea, by ripping open the teabags and emptying the leaves into a large
teapot. Closing the microwave door,
Diane turns and watches Emma.
“I’m
going to check on the plane this afternoon, want to come?”
Emma lifts the DVD.
“I’m going to watch this then maybe make
some paper chains.”
“I
wonder what work I can get in aviation.”
Diane ponders.
“I’m
going to have to find myself a husband.”
Emma ponders. Diane raises a
brow.
The door bursts open and
two young girls enter, giggling, one makes her way to the kitchen counter and
lifts two mugs, bringing them to the kettle for a cuppa. Emma and Diane watch amazed as instead of
opening the teabags, they pop one each into the cups and pour over the hot
water.
The girls introduce
themselves as Alicia and Jade. Alicia
compliments Emma on her shoes.
At the hangar, Diane
greets her plane like an old friend, while she runs a few maintenance checks on
the ‘old girl’, Owen tells her he’s been reading up on Diane’s exploits in
aviation.
“England
to Australia in four days in 1952 that is impressive. “
“Yeah, terrible wind across the Bengal Bay.”
Diane replies checking the dipstick and oil
level.
“Something you ate?”
He quips. “So how did you get into all this?”
He asks as his joke falls flat.
“I
ferried planes during the war of course when it was all over it was back to reverting
to dutiful wives and daughters but I got a taste for it and no pig headed man
was going to tell me what to do.”
She smiles.
“Sky Gypsy?”
Owen remarks on the name on the side of the plane.
“After
the engine. The de Havilland Gypsy six, the work of genius, tuned with a higher
compression ratio so you can squeeze far more energy into its air and fuel
mixture.
Can I take her up?” Diane begs Owen keen to be in the air again.
“Nope.” He replies,
deflating her spirit. “You could get arrested you haven’t got a
licence.”
“But I ...” Diane says but Owen shakes his
head. “Bugger, it’s no longer valid.”
She curses.
“I
guess I’m another pig headed man telling you what to do.” Owen replies walking towards her, hands in
his jeans pockets.
“Well
you’d better make it up to me I want to learn all about this new world!” She smiles.
In the pub, Jack is on
his pint of water, John is on his pint of bitter, and adding tobacco to his
pipe as he recalls the moment he spent with his son Alan. “Blackpool
were 3 – 1 down and Stanley Matthews worked his magic. He scored two goals in the last 20
minutes. Bolton lost 4 – 3.” They both laugh. “My boy was on his knees
punching the air. The FA cup final, live
in my own living room. I charged the lads a shilling each to come and watch.”
“Ever the business man eh John?”
“That’s an American accent isn’t it?”
“That’s right.”
“So how did you end up here?”
John asks puffing away on his pipe.
“Doing whatever it is that you
do?”
“It’s a long story.”
“I’m a slow drinker.”
He replies putting out the match. “You
know everything about me what’s the problem?”
“It gets kinda complicated.”
Jack replies politely.
“What
did you fall through time too?” John
asks
“Yeah
you could say that.”
They raise a glass to
each other. As Jack takes another drink
of his water John attempts to light up his pipe again as the barman politely
tells him not to. He blows out the
match.
In the hostel Jade and
Emma are hanging the paper chains around the door frame.
“What
are you doing Christmas Eve, we could go carol singing?” Emma says. Jade
and Alicia break into hysterical laughter.
“I’m sorry love. I’ll be getting hammered.”
“Where
are your families?”
“No idea.” Jade replies clutching a beer can.
“We
grew up in care.” Adds Alicia.
“Like a children’s home?”
They both nod. “I haven’t got
anyone else either.”
“What happened to you?” Asks Jade.
“My
parents are dead.” Emma replies,
feeling the loss creep up on her again. “So I came down here to start afresh.” She replies blinking back the tears.
“So they didn’t leave you a house or
anything?”
“No, I’ve got nothing.”
“Were
you close to them?”
“Yes I loved them very much” Emma replies, her voice breaking with
emotion.
Putting down her can,
Jade picks up another and brings it over, holding it out to Emma with both
hands. Both laugh at the kindness. Emma takes a good swig, pulls a face and
laughs with the girls.
In the pub Jack and John
pull on their coats, their glasses empty.
“It must have been an awful Christmas for
them thinking that I had drowned. I just want to know what kind of life he
had. My son, he might have kids. I could be passing my own flesh and blood in
the streets. Find him Jack, he’s all
I’ve got left.”
Owen and Diane are
escorted to their seats in the Chinese restaurant where it’s reasonably
quiet. Their table is beside a walled in
fish tank. Owen takes his seat while
Diane remains standing.
“What?”
“I’m waiting for you to pull out my chair.”
She replies patiently waiting, her hands clutching the box of
cigarettes.
Owen laughs. “Let
me get this straight, you expect equality and chivalry?”
“I don’t see why they should be mutually
exclusive.”
“Well if it makes you happy.”
Owen gets up and pulls out Diane’s seat, and pushes it forward as she
sits. “Your chair ma’am!”
“Thank you.”
He retakes his seat. Diane takes out a cigarette, Owen lights her
cigarette. Enjoying the first draw of
her smoke Diane is interested to know how history has changed over the years.
“So
what other strides have women made”
“Well on the strange but true how about
this, you don’t have to have sex to have kids anymore.”
“What?”
Owen laughs.
“How come?”
“You
get yourself inseminated with a sort of syringe, cheery little process.
Seriously, men donate sperm anonymously, a little shuffle into a pot at the
sperm bank and they say romance is dead.”
“Oh come on I wasn’t born yesterday.”
Diane laughs, finding it unbelievable.
“No
but for a bird who is going on 90 you look pretty hot.” He smiles.
Back at the hostel Emma
has loosened up, quite warm with the alcohol and getting on like a house on
fire with Alicia and Jade.
“What was your favourite song?”
She asks the girls sitting up after watching the film. .
“It’s
hard to say!” Laughs Jade.
“I know what mine was. ‘It just blew in from the windy city, the
windy city is mighty pretty but it ain’t got what you got, I’m telling you
boys.’” Emma sings loudly turning around to see John
staring at her disgusted by her behaviour.
“What
do you think you’re playing at?” He
says “I thought I could trust you to
behave.”
Helping Diane on with
her coat at the end of the meal, Owen asks her where she would like to go next.
“I’m in your hands.”
She replies
“Well we could go back to mine.” He
offers. Diane looks at him. “You could read up about yourself on the
‘net.” He folds his coat over his
arm. “That sounds like a line.” He winces.
“It’s not a line. I’m not chatting you
up not because I don’t think you’re attractive, because you are but because I
wouldn’t want you to think I was taking advantage of you.”
“Got any scotch?”
In the hostel Gwen has
been called by Emma and stands beside her as she learns what has happened.
“I don’t see why she had to get you
involved.” John mutters setting out the dinner plates.
“She
called me, she was upset.”
“She was drinking.”
“I only had half a glass.”
“Enough to make a show of yourself. We’re
not meant to draw attention to ourselves. We’re not the same as them, we can’t
trust anyone. ”
Gwen turns to look at Emma, who is still
shaken by the response from John. “Will you be ok now Emma?”
“Don’t worry, I won’t let her out of my
sight again.”
“I don’t like liver.”
“Sit
down young lady and be grateful for what you’re given.”
“And why should I listen to you, only my dad
gets to talk to me like that.” She says trembling. “I’m never going to see him again am I, nor my mum or my best friend or
my dog. And I miss them AND I HATE THIS FILTHY STINKING PLACE.”
“I
never had this sort of trouble with my son.” John replies opening his napkin and placing
it on his lap. Gwen leaves after a
distraught Emma.
Clearing his flat of
magazines and rubbish, under the sofa. “Women have been to space an’ all you know,
you’ve got a lot of catching up to do.”
He says as Diane leans against the door frame an odd look on her face.
“Do you have a girlfriend?”
“No.”
“So who do all those beauty products belong
to?”
“Me actually” Owen replies screwing the lid back
onto the whisky after pouring two good measures.
“No.” Diane
laughs. Laughing with her, Owen picks up
the two glasses and walks towards her.
“Oi,
real men can moisturise too you know.”
Taking the glass she
glances about the flat. “It’s not very homely here.”
“No,
not here that much. It doesn’t seem worth the effort.” Diane lights a cigarette as she stands beside
the windows. Taking a sip of whisky Owen
watches her. “You smoke too much.”
“So I gather.” She replies.
“Amelia Earhart she disappeared
in 1932, do you think she’s still out there somewhere?”
“No I doubt it. One in a zillion chance, you ending up here.
“
“A whole new world.”
“It’s not so bad once you get
used to it.” Owen says stepping
towards the window staring out across the dark city at night. “I
reckon you’ll fit in just fine.”
“I’m glad you don’t have a girlfriend.”
Diane turns to face Owen.
“Me
too.” Says Owen looking into her
eyes.
Gwen turns the standard
lamp off and glances back at the sofa where Emma lies sleeping.
Owen settles back on the
bed, hot and sweaty after passionately making love to Diane. Panting he looks back at her. “I take
it that wasn’t your first time?” She
laughs.
“I had a lover, he was married.”
She replies.
“And
you didn’t care?” Owen said resting
up on his elbow.
“I was free to do as I liked. And I didn’t have to cook and clean for
him. It suited me. I’m not exactly marriage material”
“I always thought the 50’s were uptight and
sexually repressed.”
Diane laughs. “You
didn’t invent it you know.”
After a pause, Owen looks back at
Diane. “Can we do it again?”
“I don’t see why not.” She replies
“You
could have an affair, we could be fuck buddies.” He suggests.
“What’s
a fuck buddy?” Diane asks curiously,
her hand in his.
“It’s
a...um, a friend you have casual sex with.”
Diane laughs. “There’s nothing casual about
what we just did.” She tells him.
“Oh no I didn’t mean that.”
He replies
“Sex
shouldn’t be devalued.” She said
slipping her hand free from his, dipping under the sheet for a moment, taking
hold of his manhood she continues as he gasps at her touch. “Both
parties should give it 100% concentration.”
She gets closer to him. “Because when you take off together it’s
the next best thing to flying.”
The following day as
Emma slowly awakes, Rhys is in the kitchen buck naked. He fetches a can of soda from the
fridge. As he walks back to the door,
Emma cops an eyeful and lets out an enormous scream.
As Gwen makes everyone a
cuppa, she explains who and why Emma is in their flat to her boyfriend
Rhys. She almost sounds convincing.
“Emma is my auntie’s step daughter, she was
meant to spend Christmas in Cardiff with a friend, but they had this awful
argument last night and er...she rang me.” Gwen says while
Emma stares silently at Rhys now suitably dressed stares back equally
surprised. Gwen pours out the tea. “...got
my number from Mam. The thing is she
doesn’t want to go back home so I thought if maybe she could stay with us.” Gwen places the mug on the counter beside
Rhys and stands back beside Emma, encouraging Rhys, silently mouthing
encouragement that he would make the decision for Emma to stay all by himself.
“For
Christmas? I’d better get a bigger turkey.”
Gwen rejoices loudly, all smiles.
Gwen introduces Emma to Rhys, planting a
kiss on his lips as she does so. “He lives here.”
“Don’t your parent’s mind?”
“Emma’s parents are a little religious.”
“Better not tell them you saw my ‘morning
glory’ then eh?” He laughs Gwen screws up her face in almost a
wince of embarrassment. Stepping back
towards Emma Gwen explains why she couldn’t tell Rhys the truth.
“Thing
is I couldn’t tell Rhys that your parents were dead, he’d ask too many
questions. The thing is he doesn’t know
exactly what I do.” She says,
gesturing with her hand that Emma says nothing to Rhys and heads off to get
dressed.
In the Hub Gwen talks
with Jack about last night and the morning with Emma.
“Thing is we can’t ask John and Diane to
look after her, they’re complete strangers, I had to take her in. Diane didn’t come home last night.”
“I think she was in a B&B.”
Owen says as he walks past the pair with paperwork on the way to his
desk. “I’m going to take her job hunting later if that’s alright.”
Toshiko calls over to
Jack that she thinks she’s found John’s son.
John enters the nursing
home and is directed to his son by the nurse.
She walks over to a thin old man staring out into space in a chair
beside a water jug. John is horrified to
see his son, even more so the state he is in, a shell of his former self.
“Alan,
there’s someone here to see you, he’s a nephew on your father’s side. He’s been tracking down the family history.”
“Is Sally coming?”
Sadly according to the nurse, Sally was his wife had passed away a while
back. The nurse apologises again.
“Sorry
this isn’t one of his better days.”
John asked what is wrong with him.
“Alzheimer’s.” The nurse says. “He’s senile.” She explains.
“He doesn’t remember who he is most
of the time. He couldn’t live at home anymore, he’d leave hobs on, couldn’t
dress you know. He never had any
children so there was nobody there to look after him.”
After the nurse leaves
them, tears spill down his face, his blood line ends with his son. John takes out photos that were developed
from the camera and shows them off to Alan, smiling as he remembers the time,
hoping his son will too. Alan isn’t
listening, his mind away on other thoughts, such as when he can go home as he
hates the home.
“He
keeps me going this one.” The nurse
says carrying on with her duties.
“What
did he do for a living, was he in retail?”
“I think he was a fireman.”
She replies.
Looking back at his son he smiles. “That’s
what I did, in the war.”
“Sixty pounds for half an hour?”
Diane says as she and Owen stride across the airstrip towards a Cessna.
“Don’t worry, I’ll pay.”
Owen says softening the blow.
“Cessna,
my first plane, I bought one after the war, they’ve hardly changed.” Diane says running her fingers across the
bodywork.
“A dream to fly.”
“We’ll soon get you back behind the
er...throttle.” Owen says, struggling for the correct
term. Diane smiles and thanks him with a
kiss.
“Matthews did three set ups in twenty
minutes.” John tells his son as he sits beside him.
“Then Bill Perry cracked home the
winner.” Alan turns to face him, a recollection
eking through. “You said he had wings on his feet.” Alan’s eyes light up, a smile etchs across
his weary face. “That’s why he was
called a winger, you used to say clever things like that.” John says his heart breaking inside.
“Blackpool
won.” Alan says happily.
Elated, John sees a
glimmer of hope and tells his son who he is, but the look soon fades in Alan’s
eyes his memory clouds over and he becomes lost in his own thoughts again.
In the Hub Jack goes
through the notes as he sits on the sofa.
Toshiko rests against her workstation desk.
“John
is witnessing the end of his world the
end of his line, and we can’t help.
There’s no puzzle to solve, no enemy to fight.” He says lowering the photo down beside the
two girls. “Just three lost people who have suddenly
become our responsibility.“ Unable
to find an answer Jack sighs and sags against the sofa.
“Best I can do is Friday at 3 o’clock.”
Says the instructor to as they wait at the airfield.
“Can’t
you take her up today?”
He shakes his head. “Fully
booked.”
“It’s alright, I’ve flown for years I go up
on my own”
“Not without a licence, sorry.”
He replies dashing Diane’s hopes.
Even when Owen offers to pay extra for the
lessons the instructor isn’t swayed.
“I
couldn’t do that to my regulars now could I?”
Disappointed, Diane wants to leave. To not fly is as bad as having her wings
clipped. Being grounded sucked.
Gwen and Rhys take Emma
to her first night club, the music is thumping, ‘I see you baby’ plays on the
turntable and the room is full of men and women having a good time. Emma stands alone in amongst them. From
across the dance floor a young man in a white shirt makes a beeline for her, a
soft smile, she relaxes. Gwen and Rhys
take their drinks to an empty table and settle down. Gwen doesn’t think Emma has been out to a
night club before and worries about her while Rhys thinks the girl will be
fine.
After some time and a
change of tempo Gwen crosses the dance floor after realising Emma is no longer
there only to discover her with the young man in a quiet corner, lips
locked. Gwen yanks the young man away
from Emma, Rhys moves him gently on, suggesting he goes back to his friend. Despite Emma protesting that nothing was
going to happen, that it was just a kiss and a cuddle, Gwen feels it’s time to
break it to her about how much times have changed over the last fifty or so
years.
Sitting at the table back
in the flat, Emma gets to grips with the young adult magazines of the day and
is appalled at what she reads and views.
“Oh my god that’s disgusting!”
“I
just want you to know that people are more sexually aware these days.” Says
Gwen. “Then maybe you’ll be more careful.”
“Mum said that no man wants to marry soiled
goods.”
“Attitudes have changed as long as it’s
between two consenting adults no-one cares.”
“So how many men have you...done it with?”
“A
few.” She smiles awkwardly.
“And were you in love with all of them?”
“No.” Gwen replies.
“Sex, can be about having a good time together if you’re with the right
guy and the right time, it’s the best.”
“So, if I meet a boy.”
Emma says as Gwen nods. “And we get on...he wants sex then...you
think I should let him?”
“No...that’s not what I said.”
“Then what are you saying?”
“Sex -
Is nothing to be ashamed of.” Emma takes it in. “And
your first time should be with someone special.” Gwen smiles.
“Do
you wish you’d waited for Rhys, he’s your special someone isn’t he?”
“Yes.
Yes I suppose.”
“And
sex with him is better than sex with the others.”
“Well.” Gwen pauses and
looks for something else to say.
“Well
I’ll wait for Mr Wright I think. I’m really not the kind of girl who sleeps
around.”
The following day Owen
enters his flat with a red designer bag.
Diane is at the laptop trying to get to grips with modern
technology. The sea is calm across the
Bay. Frustrated at the questions Owen suggests
she leave it, as her frustration increases he slams the laptop shut and holds
out the bag for her. “Leave that and open this.” Smiling excitedly she lifts the long flowing
evening dress from the bag and admires it against her. She pulls Owen into a
lingering kiss.
At the flat Gwen pours
herself a large glass of wine just as Emma enters from her interview with a top
dress designer firm. Excitedly she tells
her the good news.
“This
coat I’m wearing is their latest fashion, 50’s inspired.” She says excitedly. “They offered me a job on the
spot.” She screams. Gwen is overjoyed and they both embrace.
Gwen decides that they
need to find Emma a new flat nearby but Emma explains the job is in
London. “I’ve always dreamed about working in a London fashion house. They open the day after boxing day, I’ll be a
shop girl and a trainee buyer. They’re
going to let me house share, they’ve given me contact numbers.”
Gwen is concerned that
London is too big a place for Emma to cope with and suggests she try for
somewhere more local. But Emma feels
there is nothing keeping her in Cardiff.
Her mind is set on London.
Stepping from the
tunnels into the Tourist Booth, John tells Jack about his plans for the
future. He sounds as if he is ready for
a new life. As Jack returns to the
tunnels, John takes a deep breath and sighs.
He steps around the counter and locates a set of keys pocketing them
just as Ianto steps through from the other room. John asks for a bus time table, he was going
to try some of the DIY stores for work.
Wished luck by Ianto,
John leaves the booth with plans afoot.
Owen parks the car on
the empty roof top car park.
“Where are you taking me?” Diane enquires stepping from the car
on the dark night.
“We’re
here. Bear with me.” Owen says walking to the boot for his
surprise.
Sitting on the sofa in
the flat, a face like thunder, Rhys looks towards the door as Gwen and Emma
return from their shopping trip. Gwen
greets him with a kiss on the cheek, wiping the lipstick from his face she
settles beside him, still a face like thunder and enquires about his mood.
“Your
mum rang. Funny thing she’s no idea who
Emma is.” Emma and Gwen exchange
looks. “And I’m thinking to you and me back on the couch, work calls and you
go out in the middle of the night and come back with a surprise relative, so
let’s have it, who exactly is Pollyanna?”
Gwen laughs awkwardly - rumbled.
The penny clicked with Rhys. “Oh is it to do with work?”
“It’s so hard to explain.”
“Do you even know her?”
Rhys asks.
Gwen shakes her head. “She was lost. I’m sorry.”
“What
worries me is how easy it seems to be for you to lie to me Gwen.” He gets up to leave as Emma runs towards him.
“It’s
my fault. I’ll leave by tomorrow.” She says.
Although Gwen tries to
explain to Rhys that Emma was only 18 and she couldn’t leave her on her own,
Rhys was disgusted that his fiancée felt she had to lie to him.
Gwen hugs her knees
while sat facing the Christmas tree, as Emma wrapped smaller gifts.
“It’s like two separate worlds, there’s
Torchwood then there’s real life.”
“That’s why you’ve got to let me go.”
Back on the roof of the
car park, Owen pours champagne into two glasses and carries them over to Diane.
“I
couldn’t help noticing you standing there in that beautiful dress.” He hands over a glass.
“This
beautiful dress is a gift from my lover.”
She replies going with the flow.
“Then
he is a fool to let you go out in it
alone.” They share a laugh.
“What shall we drink to?”
Diane asks.
“Chance
meetings.”
Owen and Diane dance to
the music of Tony Bennett’s ‘It’s the Good life’ till the cold air chills and
they return to the flat and make out again, passionately.
Jack climbs up from the
hole in the floor to answer the phone that rings out on his desk. It’s Ianto.
He reports that his car keys are missing and the last person in the
booth was John. Tracking the car’s
location he discovers that John has gone home.
A horrific thought crosses Jack’s mind and he runs for the door.
Driving out to the
location Jack parks up the SUV and using his VM heads along the road toward the
abandoned building, locating the garage he opens the double doors to find the
smoke filled car and the hosepipe in the window. John is slowly yielding to the smoke. Jack pulls out the hose, opens the door and
switches off the engine, pulling John from the car. John begs to be left alone but Jack isn’t
prepared to allow him.
“You
can’t throw it all away, not without trying.”
“I’m not as strong as you, you don’t
understand.”
“I do.” Says Jack. “I was born in your future, lived in your
past, my time has gone too.”
“Why are you doing this, speaking to me in
bloody riddles? Keeping me here while my
wife is dead, my son is a shell.” He gasps emotionally.
“John,
you’re still young, you can get work make friends, start a family.”
“I did all that Jack, years ago, when I was
meant to.”
Diane and Owen enjoy
each other’s company, something Owen has never done on such a regular basis.
In the garage as the air
clears Jack is unsure what to say to John, who clearly wants to end his life.
“I
can’t leave you here.” He says.
“Then we’ll wait. The sun will rise, we’ll have some
breakfast. Take a walk.”
“Yes, a new day.”
“And I’ll suffer it all, smile and wag my
tail and when your back is turned I’ll make sure I do it properly because I
want to die.”
Jack walks up to John with a startling
revelation. “You don’t get reunited John, it just goes black. “
“How do you know?”
“I died once.”
“Who are you?”
“A man...like you, out of his time, alone
and scared.”
“How do you cope?”
“It’s just bearable. It has to be. I don’t have a choice.”
“But I do. If you won’t help me then let me
go with some dignity don’t condemn me to live.”
“Are you scared?”
Jack whispers.
“Yes.” John admits.
Diane rests her head
against Owen’s shoulder as they lay in bed together. Owen is exceptionally
quiet, which Diane notes. Owen considers for a few moments.
“I
don’t know if I can do this anymore. This isn’t how it works for me. I’ve slept with enough women, I’ve done the
fuck buddies thing. This is not it.” He looks back at Diane and laughs lightly. “I
can’t concentrate. All I see is
you. All I can think about is what
you’re wearing, what you’re thinking, what your face looks like when you
come. It’s been what, a week and it’s
like when I’m not with you I’m out of focus. How have you done this to me? I’m
scared. I’m fucking scared.” He
takes a sharp intake of breath pushing back on the pillow. Diane rests a hand against his chest and
smiles.
Reaching up Diane looks
into his eyes. “I love you too.” She says before meeting his lips. He holds
onto her, deepening the kiss.
In the garage John holds
onto Jack’s hand as they sit in the smoke filled car, engine running. John inhales the smoke into his lungs, his
breath becoming heavy, his head becoming light.
His hand finally slips from Jack’s and his eyes finally close.
Diane watches as Owen
finally succumbs to sleep, concerned that the medical officer has fallen for
her.
“The thing about love is that you’re always at its mercy.”
John is dead in the
driver’s seat of Ianto’s car as the engine still runs pumping carbon monoxide
into the interior. Jack sits quietly
beside him in the passenger seat.
Gwen sees Emma onto the
coach bound to London, giving her a return ticket should she ever wish to
return. She gives her the talk about not
talking to strangers.
Owen awakes to find the
other side of the bed cold, and empty.
He sits up to find a note on the pillow and hastens to the small private
airport just as Diane readies Sky Gypsy for another flight.
“I’m
not letting you do this.”
“I’m not a possession Owen”
“You can’t do this it’s madness”
“If I listened to everyone who told me that
I wouldn’t have broken any records.”
As the coach pulls into
the station Gwen hopes Emma will change her mind, but Emma tells her that if
she doesn’t go now, she never will.
Embracing for the last time, Gwen hands her the tickets and watches as
she boards the Cityswift Cardiff to London coach.
Owen begs for Diane not
to leave but her mind is set.
“You
belong with me now.”
“I belong in the sky.”
“We can get you up in the sky in a couple of
months and you can fly wherever you want. “
“Look weather conditions are the same as
when we arrived.” Diane tries to convince him but Owen doesn’t
want to hear it. “That rift will open again I can feel it.”
“Diane listen to me, there is no way back.
You cannot get home.”
“Then it will take me somewhere new.”
Gwen waves goodbye to
Emma as her coach leaves.
“I’ll come with you.”
“I fly solo Owen, I go faster and further
than others.”
“We have no idea how this rift works, you
could end up anywhere.”
“That’s the beauty of it.”
“It’s too dangerous.”
Owen snaps.
“It’s
what I do.” Diane says reaching for
the door handle.
Owen slams his hand
against the door and growls “And what
about me? Please! Please don’t go.” He begs.
Removing her white
flying scarf she places it around Owen’s neck and kisses him deeply. “What
memories I’m taking with me.”
Knowing he has no other
choice Owen steps away from the hatch.
Diane closes the door. She cranks
up the engine and blows him a kiss from the cockpit. He waves lightly, heartbroken. Pulling on her goggles she taxi’s the plane
along the runway and takes to the skies as Owen watches her.
Jack remembers John and
the short time he spent in the man’s life, watching his world fall apart and
being with him right at the end while Gwen remembers opening the presents on
Christmas Day with Emma before waving her off at the station.
Owen remembers his time
with Diane just as the Sky Gypsy takes to the skies.
“...because
when you take off together it’s the next best thing to flying.”
©BBC Torchwood 2006
What a beautiful and partly sad episode. It was said that neither Louise nor John could cople - John even saw no meaning in life anymore, as everything he had lived for had gone. It was beautiful of Jack to let him die and be with him to the end. Also, interesting, how differentiated they were treating the issue of suicide here. It's not seen as something only bad or sad, but that it can also be a relief. And Jack - well, I think it's clear he wishes to have that way out, too. The way he sits there when John dies staring sadly, you could really feel how he aches he could do that, too. That's part of the darker side of Captain Jack. Must just be hard to be condemned to live.
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