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Wednesday, 1 June 2016

Fans Fiction Heaven and Nature Sings - Part Eight by Christopher Fain



Part Eight:

He plays for them, the Osgoods.

He stands in the gallery above the altar with his back to the chapel's windows, his face lost to shadow. He can see the two women, caught in a half-circle of security light from beyond the keep's wall. They sit together and watch him, rapt. The halogen gleams on their spectacles and their smiles and with its distance he can almost believe it's the moon.

He wears the coat Kate gave him when he went out to Scarman Estate--her sop to his pride. She said he never looked his best in anything less than a wool frock coat. She would know.

He gifted her the spanner and the Rawleigh in exchange. He won't need it and she's fascinated by the idea of human-designed time travel that incorporates TARDIS coral. Even if it is broken and dead. What good is it to him? Without its coordinate system, he can't find his way back to his family. The data he needs isn't in his field journal. He mourns the chronoanthozoa's death, mourns the pain he caused tonight, mourns all that he has lost here in this timezone.

The Osgoods gave him an engraved pocket watch. He wears it. In their honor, he dressed for this concert--giving them the full nines. And he moves with the music. He waltzes and salsas and he does the tango solitaire. Bare-faced and shivering in the chill despite his coat, he plays to forget the look of betrayal on Jack's face.

He gave them, in return for the pocket watch, his hat and mask and his violin. He knows he'll likely miss the instrument, but the human in Osgood remembers violin lessons and wants to try again. He can hardly deny her.

The Doctor was right to put such trust in them. They are worthy of that trust.

For him, forever, they'll be the best embodiment of the new peace.

They never call him by his first name. It's always Doctor Llewelyn and that helps him keep perspective. He suspects they've read his file, know who he really is. Something in how they look at him...how they feel about him. But it's difficult to read the emotions of Petronella Osgood, either one of them, and he wonders if the fuzziness comes from their shared psychic bond. They are a hive mentality of two.

Doesn't matter, he knows. He thinks he may have time to study them. He's not going anywhere yet but it's just a matter of waiting, now. Even if that waiting stretches into years.

Eventually...the Doctor will show up. He always does.

***

Earlier...

20 December 2011; 2315 hours
London

He really didn't want to go this route, but Gwen left him no choice.

Lyn dropped his hand and the remote control to rest on his knee. His shoulders fell as he gave a long, hard sigh.

Jack lay only a few feet from him, mostly unconscious. Gwen slumped at the conference table, one wrist tipping her mug off-balance. When she woke, it might spill. He didn't let that bother him. Instead, he shifted on the stool and looked at the immortal.

"I'm sorry." He whispered and reached out to put the remote control on the whiteboard's ledge. "It was programmed to wipe certain details from the last two months away. You never found me. You forgot, after a while. You let it go. And that's okay, Jack. Forget me. Go in peace, cariad, and find me again far from here, a thousand years away."

He pushed off the stool, ready to be anywhere but in this room. He resisted the urge to kneel and kiss Jack; instead, he poured himself a fresh cup of tea.

The Osgoods and Kate returned, hurrying, as he stirred in the milk.

"You didn't--not already?" Osgood One was wide-eyed, concerned. Her scarf dragged the floor on one side.

"Without us?" Osgood Two stepped around the table's end and approached Gwen's dozing body.

And Kate Lethbridge-Stewart stood behind him. He could feel her watching his every move.

He laid the spoon to the side, on the tray, and swallowed the sour taste of regret with a sip of hot milky-sweet tea. He gave a hard sniff and nodded to himself. "Talk them through it. Give them plausible Zygon back stories that make them sympathetic."

His part was done. He took his tea and walked away without looking back.

He turned right at the Archive's entrance and, with Kate at his side, left the scene of his newest crime.

Upstairs, in her office in the main White Tower, he sat down on the leather couch and pulled at his glasses. Laying them to the side, he rubbed at the prickling heat in his eyes and sipped his tea. And ignored the blonde woman who sat behind the desk.

She waited for him. She was patient. She would wait as long as he needed.

They had agreed to see this through, no matter how difficult it was for either of them.

He finally looked at her. He held the mug on his thigh and twisted it back and forth as he stared at the director of scientific research. The dark burgundy wool jacket suited fine-boned Kate's coloring.

He thought about what he knew of UNIT in his own timezone. There were Lethbridge-Stewarts, then, too. He'd met a couple. On the Eye, UNIT and Torchwood were combined under one ministry.

Had he helped create the bond that would eventually end with Torchwood Orion?

Perhaps. Did it matter?

"You tried. We all did." Kate said.

He lifted his face to chuckle at the ceiling as he let himself remember--in one moment--all the frustrations of the last two hours. "Gwen bloody Cooper. She wasn't this hard to handle when it was a neural loop and weeping angels in Highgate Cemetery."

"This is bigger." She settled into her chair and crossed her arms with a frown that tilted her eyes down at the corners. "Her planet wasn't being invaded then. Her whole way of life wasn't being threatened."

"Earth's not being invaded now." He reminded her. He lifted his glasses and slid them into place. He studied her over the rims. "You're agreed to share. As long as the treaty holds and everyone does their parts in maintaining the peace, this doesn't have to be a bad thing. In fact, it's beneficial to both sides. It'll be hard, but..."

She met his gaze in silence for a moment and then asked. "And you're sure, Merlyn? Very sure?"

He knew what she was really asking. Was he sure the Doctor was right? As one human to another. As if he qualified as human. As one scientist to another. As one researcher to another. As one companion to another, for she was the Doctor's, too.

"Yes." He reached up and scratched the top of his head, ruffling hair out of place as he reassured Kate. "I know it's scary. I know it's slippery. But I also know you're the right person for the job. Just...do me a favor, yeah?"

She inclined her head.

"Don't let your friendship with Jack slide away. He needs the human connection. He needs you, and Martha, and Gwen. And all of it. I don't know when he'll leave Earth again, but until then...remember that he's vitally important to the survival of this kingdom in the future. Treat his heart accordingly."

She could do for Jack what he could not. What he dared not.

Kate's frown lifted at the edges. "I think your work here is done. And I want to thank you, on behalf of all Earth, for what you've given us with the armor. And your additions to the peace treaty."

"Don't tell him I did any of this." He lifted his cup again and drained the last of it. "He'll think I was meddling in humanity's future again. And he'd be right. I wouldn't have a leg to stand on in that argument."

He paused, played with the cup on the couch's sleek surface. "I'm just glad it was you at the helm and not someone else. I know what temptations come with the chance at advanced technology. I didn't want to become UNIT's enemy when I refused to give in to a demand for weapons or information."

It was the closest he'd gotten to an explanation, yet. He hadn't wanted to approach UNIT, hadn't wanted to ask for their help. After what happened to Torchwood, he couldn't be sure of how UNIT would handle his presence on the planet. The wrong person might stick him in the same prison where Toshiko Sato met Jack. He'd been tempted a few times to try contacting the Brigadier, but...

She got to her feet and opened a chrome-sided cabinet. "I think these belong to you."

His spanner. His cane. His Rawleigh.

He met her at the desk and as she laid his possessions down on its organized surface, he dropped a finger to rest on the yellow cypress cane. "You can keep this, I think...I won't be needing it. Make sure it gets shoved into a Royal collection somewhere."

Then he scooped up his spanner and looked it over. It was warped and burned and felt alien in his grip. On the night he'd crashed into the Cardiff Bay, it lay in his lap.

And the moment he put his fingers on the Rawleigh, he knew. It hadn't survived the fall.

His bones hurt suddenly, with the realization. He hadn't felt the death...perhaps because the coral lived on, in his DNA. But he needed the Rawleigh. He needed his sentient chronotech to give him access to the coordinate system. To make just one more time-jump.

He drew his fingers down and around the ruined shell, feeling the pocks and dings and holes that told of a temporal heat strong enough to melt zybanium, chronosteel, and polysium. The telepathic crystals within would be cracked.

No wonder none of the Daleks had survived the temporal fissures.

He didn't look at her as he whispered. "What are my options if the Rawleigh is broken?"

Broken was a kind word. Mostly for his own benefit. He was a coward, as ever.

"Can it be fixed?"

"No." He gripped the ruined metal ball in his hand and lifted it to rest against his heart. He raised his eyes, too. "My coral is..." He didn't say the word. Didn't need to. Seeing her face, he knew she understood.

"The Black Archive has chronoanthozoa." Kate offered. He'd told her enough about how the chronotech worked.

The information wouldn't help her build one. The components were unavailable here and would remain unavailable without strenuous work and time travel.

"It won't bond." His voice wobbled in his throat. "The coral in the Rawleigh is also in my blood. Another coral wouldn't work for me because of that. And the other components...impossible."

Saying it made it real. He was unable to find home without help. And he didn't want to ask for help. There was no telling which of the Doctor's regenerations would show up if they used the space-time telegraph and the telephone numbers were iffy, too.

If they got a Doctor who had no memories of him, it could cause a paradox. If they found a Doctor who did have memories of him, there would be an argument. There was always an argument. This time, he'd have to explain what he was doing alone on Earth and out of his timezone. He didn't want to have that conversation. Not again. It never failed to lead them back to the Time War and his place within it.

"I'm sorry." Kate's voice was silk.

Lyn held the dead Rawleigh to his chest and nodded in acceptance.

***

The day after today...

22 December 2011; 0834 hours
London

Lyn stood with his gloved hands tucked behind his back, still wearing his coat and scarf. He studied the Van Gogh and wondered about the sort of mind that would put a Van Gogh in the foyer.

It was an impossible Van Gogh. Or rather...an improbable one. But it was real. If it was here, in this place, it was the genuine article.

The sunflower looked windswept and reminded him of Jack's kitchen table, again. Not this timezone's Jack. His.

Outside, in the bitter cold, the sun was struggling to get above the horizon. He'd survived the longest night. He was sore and tired; after waking in the Archives' TARDIS coral collection, sleep was elusive.

He needed tea.

Lyn yawned noisily.

He was mentally following the shades of orange in the sunflowers when he heard the footsteps. They were slow, with a pause. A tap. He turned to find a tall but bent man in the gallery's ornate doorway.

The white-haired figure was leaning on a familiar yellow cypress cane.

The Curator moved like a man on the silk strands of a web. And that was the truth, Lyn knew. Time held no more mysteries for this one. He was timeless and out of time. Outside of time, too.

The cane was...well, it looked like Kate's sense of humor. Royal collection indeed. How perfect, to find the Curator with a cane that would--if Mother Time was forgiving--eventually find its way to the hands of a scientist too young to be dying from anything chronic or chronotic, a disease unheard of among the humanity of his timezone.

He bowed, pressing a hand over his single heart. "It's good to see you again, old man."

And the Curator beamed at him with pale blue eyes. "Oh, well met, my boy."

Lyn straightened. The tail of his new frock coat--a dark blue wool that fit like a glove--swished at his thighs. "I'm glad it's you. I couldn't be sure, but I thought maybe. Call it...gut instinct."

The Curator turned back to the door, nodding at him to follow. Step, tap, step. "As I recall, your mother had those. Gut instincts. Nasty things."

Removing his gloves and slipping them into a pocket, he walked behind the elderly one. He made small talk. "Do you like this? Content at last? You have your own museum. Your own quiet corner of Earth."

"Ah, well...we must all find our quiet corner...mustn't we?"

He unwound his scarf and let it drape free at his collar. He kept his tone light. "I feel that way about the Black Archives. I could be a keeper there. It's not so different from the Archives at the Eye's Hub tower."

"Are you happy in the Black Archives?"

"Sure." He gave a private frown, lifting his chin to lie. "As happy as I've ever been. Maybe I'll find a quiet corner there and just...stay. One of the many hoarded technologies of a future none of them can imagine. With a past they can't grasp...and shouldn't."

"Your quiet corner is far from this world."

"Well, you would know better than me." His frown deepened. "You always did."

They crossed a half-lit gallery, entered a corridor, and walked past several open doors. He peered into each. He reached out to trace his fingers along a six-sided panel in the corridor's wall and mentally blinked in pleasure at the hum he felt there.

He had to ask. He'd been summoned. "Is there something you need from me?"

"Oh, a little thing...nothing you will miss, I'm sure. Your opinion." The Curator limped on, turning on the cane to face a closed door. "There is a painting that I am sending on to its rightful owner. He's never seen the piece in question, so I need visual verification of its provenance. A spot-check, if you like. As I'm assured that you know the artist, your assistance might prove useful."

Lyn raised his brows in surprise and thumbed his glasses up. "An artist from here on Earth? From which timezone?" He'd visited many and lived in two.

"It was created by a Time Lady named the Corsair, then in her fourth regeneration. This particular painting came into the Under-Gallery's hands in the late 19th century. Its execution is flawless. A sliver of time in the life of a man. A quiet corner, as you might say."

His heart and guts did a sudden, wild flop, and he doubled his step to catch up with the old man.

There were only two extant Corsair paintings on Earth--he couldn't be entirely certain, but he was fairly sure. One was currently being housed in the Museum of London, an anonymous--and very famous--piece that framed the Great Fire itself, with the Tower of London, the London Bridge, and St Paul's in the landscape. The other was...well, from another visit, another century.

The room they entered was a small, rectangular gallery. At the head of the room, long meters from where he stood at the Curator's side, there sat a gilt-framed portrait on a stone pedestal. Above it was embedded the room's only source of light. A soft lamp that did nothing to hide the real depth of the piece.

"It is called The Clockmaker." The Curator hobble-shuffled forward on his cane.

He knew what it was called, bloody hell.

He approached the painting, playing with the gold ring on his left hand.

The flames in the fireplace crackled and shifted and danced. It was a warm room, the craftsman's study. There were books on the shelves and the desk was littered with a spill of clockworks, brass and iron and silver. Small, delicate tools. An oil lamp revealed the half-finished work of skilled hands. Revealed the stoneware plate with its loaf of bread, its cheese, its pickle. The carving knife gleamed, its edge whetted. The bottle of wine glowed with a dark burgundy shadow.

The glass over the painting was solid and he pressed his fingers to it, wistful.

The painting was a window into a bubble of time. A pocket universe glued into place between two timezones, this one and the one where he sat for a portrait that never held him at all. The Corsair had painted everything in the study--everything but him--and then made it three-dimensional and called it The Clockmaker. Being ironic.

She'd laughed when he complained, poured another glass of wine, and said he would understand her reasons someday.

He glanced at the elderly man.

"The title is inferential. As you can see." The Curator mused, tilting toward him a few inches, as if sharing a secret. "Is he hurrying, counting seconds with his boots? Is he folding the days like paper? Is his time being wasted by a visitor at the door? But...he could come back at any moment."

Soft and bitter in his mouth, his tongue betrayed him. "But he won't. Because the clockmaker's a worthless sod who can't keep his damn promises."

He stared at the painting. He didn't want to look at the Curator now.

"Would you like to keep your promise?" It was softly asked; gentle--familiar--affection.

It had worked, somehow. He'd called out to the TARDIS last night, in the Archive, and this...could this be her answer?

"Who are you sending the portrait to?" He whispered it, his voice cracking.

"Would you say this is the real painting, then? Is this The Clockmaker, by the Corsair?" It was no answer.

Lyn tilted his head to the side a little and stared into the other world. The room was a bubble. Just a bubble. A frozen moment from the 19th century, a homey bubble that smelled of Melody and of the Doctor. But it would last forever and therein lay its power.

He knew. He could read it in the old man's eyes. He was going home today.

He nodded, fighting the tremble of his mouth.

And the Curator, who couldn't be fooled by his tight, fierce smile, reached out to touch his shoulder with a fond squeeze and that same sad, gentle smile. "Oh, my boy...it's over. And you did all that could be done. It's hard, isn't it? Creating a future worth living. You can never say no to the chance. Your loved ones must live in the future you create, so you do your best...and you hope."

All he could do was nod. He nodded again and ducked his face, turning away to hide his relief. His miserable, weak heart.

The Curator sighed, sounding content. "But that much can be said of us all. Don't you think?"

*****

PostScript: The Clockmaker

25 December 3365
Winter Solstice
0614 Imperial Standard Time
Beecham Township, Durin II

Jack woke to the smell of fresh coffee. Beyond the window, the world was quiet and dark. At this time of year, the sun didn't really do more than hug the southern horizon and daybreak was just a shade of gray and another two hours away.

Under the blankets, a small body snuggled close in the warmth. The feel of curled fingers and delicate nose pressing to his chest made him smile drowsily. Charley had climbed in at some point of the night and, despite the special occasion of today, she slept on.

Jack made himself stay still, enjoying a moment of fatherly joy.

It was officially Christmas Morning and he knew, without looking, that the land was covered in a new snow--new snow on top of old snow on top of older snow. Durin II lay within the Goldilocks' zone but was bitterly cold and ferociously snowy and dark at this point of its axial tilt.

He actually liked it here--for now. For a new homeworld, Durin II was proving itself to be just what they'd needed. The vegetation was surprisingly like the Eye of Orion's--and Sol III's--and its weather patterns were only a little different. The years were long, lasting almost five hundred days--like Eye's--and the first colony was shaping up. So far, no tragedies or trauma; the colonists had arrived prepared with the right equipment and found themselves in a lush terraformed world where seed grew fast in rich, fertile soil.

Many of the colonists were still living in the starter biodome, acclimating to the environment, but there were dozens of families homesteading outside of it, in the immediate peripheral zone. His was one such household. He was proud of that. They were self-sustaining and while the weather was still warm enough to permit it, they'd stockpiled the needed foodstuffs and supplies to survive a dark-skied winter which could keep them indoors for most of the season.

They were two hundred years and half a galaxy away from the Fall of Eye.

Safe. They were safe here.

Their names had changed--again--to protect the kids and they all wore bio-shields now. Jack wasn't willing to risk any more of his precious happiness. He'd be damned if he would be so careless as to allow danger to find an easy path to his doorstep.

Publically--not that they saw many people, living in a small colony on a tiny world in a distant corner of this largely unexplored galaxy--they weren't Jack and Ianto, Idris and Charley. They weren't even in the same timezone, now. He had to believe that the imperial warrants against Merlyn were expired after two centuries, but still they took precautions.

Merlyn had played decoy and disappeared in the modified escape pod, promising he'd find them soon. Six months on this planet and still no word. Ianto's and Charley's birthdays had come and gone--as had Merlyn's--and still, they waited with hope that their missing loved one could track their location without a path to follow. Merlyn had done it before, more than once, using Ianto's heartbeat like a long-distance sub-ether signal.

How many times now were they separated this way? But never so long--never more than a few days, a week or two. He was tired of running, tired of watching over his shoulder for those who would use his family as a method of forcing Merlyn's hand. He would rather stand and fight. But with Charley at his side? Against the Daleks and an endless horde of their human agents?

Durin II had to be different, here and now. He had to believe that, too.

After Merlyn's forced flight, he and Ianto and Idris had signed contracts with an out-going colony ship, headed for a new world beyond the easy grasp of the Empire. A new home, a new life beyond the reach of those who actively sought them. They had followed the usual plan, but with one big difference.

The long sleep aboard the colony ship. Merlyn wouldn't know about that part--he hadn't been in on the decision. That was Idris' idea and a good one. They could've used the white leather wriststrap with its enhanced vortex manipulator, but none of them were sure--yet--how Charley's DNA would react to a heightened shifting of chrononic energies outside a TARDIS. It was why they hadn't tried for a new timezone before now. He still didn't feel safe with the idea of taking Charley anywhere by vortex manipulator. He'd watched it ruin Merlyn's health with repeated use; he wouldn't risk their daughter even once if there was another way.

So, they'd gone down into cryo and slept away two hundred years of space travel.

He had to believe that Merlyn could sneak back into their last known location and find the message he'd left behind--they had, over only a few years, made contingency plan upon contingency plan--and, each time they were forced to split up, he had placed a single message in a pre-arranged spot. The message would be DNA-coded for his blond Welshman's unique genetics, a hologram note giving star map coordinates.

Hopefully, Merlyn could track them without the homing beacon of the bond his two Welshmen shared.

Was Merlyn dead?

Ianto seemed to believe so. Without some proof of their continuing bond, Ianto said, there was no way to know for certain. Perhaps it was the difference in timezone, perhaps it was distance. But, as his dark-haired husband pointed out, they were separated for incalculable distances before, and the bond had never wavered.

This was different, wrong.

So, now he lived a homesteader's life with the younger Welshman and their children, and tried to ignore the terrible hollow place in his heart which whispered in the darkness of night that he might never see his best friend again.

Had Merlyn gotten caught? Had the blond fought to the death, taking his enemies with him in a ferocious battle? Would Merlyn use all the filthy tricks up his sleeve--the legacy of John Hart's influence--in an effort to stay alive?

The darker part of his imagination knew that it was also likely that, surviving, Merlyn might decide to not return. How often had he seen the chronoticist, brutal and cruel and fierce to the very core when it came to his family, make a choice like that? Merlyn could--and might--weigh the options and decide that the collateral damage of a broken family and a ravaged heart were worth the kids' safety. His and Ianto's safety.

He might never know how it turned out.

Forever without answers was going to be difficult--until he finally forgot.

Charley slept on, her soft-warm breath soaking into his bare, hairless chest with the unrelenting rhythm of peace. Peace was good. He thought about previous Christmases and smiled to himself. He'd come to really appreciate the holiday early in the relationship he'd built with this little girl's father. It was more than a day off from whatever job he was doing. Charley was still young enough to believe in Father Christmas and Idris had taken on the duty of encouraging that belief, telling her stories of village Yuletime on the Eye of Orion.

The Doctor arrived yesterday afternoon bearing Christmas gifts for the children. Charley was given a key to the TARDIS and Idris received a portrait from the 19th century.

It was a portrait of Merlyn, painted during one of his visits to Earth with the Doctor. In the portrait, Merlyn sat at a desk covered with small tools and bits of clock. And that was the name of the painting. The Clockmaker.

It was a three-dimensional portrait. He wasn't sure what that meant but it looked so real, he felt like he should be able to say his husband's name and Merlyn would respond with a lazy, distracted 'Mmmm?'. The flames in the fireplace seemed to move. The light flickered over longish blond hair and the silver rim of Merlyn's spectacles, the rim of the wine glass. It felt like a room he could see but never enter--a real room.

He didn't want it and yet...the thing was hanging in their kitchen, where Idris put it.

The portrait bothered him more than the TARDIS key did. Maybe because--despite his dislike of it--he found a sense of comfort in looking at the thing and seeing Merlyn breathe behind glass. Even if it was just a painting.

Late last night, after Charley was asleep, he'd put out Father Christmas' gifts and filled the stockings with candies and trinkets. Ianto had found crackers, too--he wasn't sure where they'd come from, but they looked like the old-fashioned, traditional kind. It would be a good Christmas, even if they had lost a member of the family this year. It was important that Charley not feel too sharp a sting in the knowledge that her tad wasn't with them.

It was hard when Idris lit the candles after the Doctor left again. He'd seen it in his son's blue eyes--Merlyn should've been here, playing the old carols on his violin or humming as he cooked a special meal for their Christmas Eve tea. And bitching about his father.

He wished he knew where to find Merlyn. He'd use the wriststrap and go get the scientist himself. Two hundred years from where he'd seen Merlyn last, Jack lightly stroked his fingers over the soft, blonde curls of a little girl who needed him to be responsible. He couldn't go anywhere yet. He needed to be here for her.

It was for her sake--and Idris'--that they were so far from their starting point.

Secretly, between them, he and Ianto had decided that this was where the family would stay for the next century--barring a need for hasty flight. Idris and Charley would come to see Durin II as the homeworld in time. It was easy to imagine--unfairly easy--that the kids might grow old and die before ever laying eyes on their tad again.

Unfair. But, what in life could ever be judged fair?

He would get bored of this planet long before a century passed.

Unfair. Without Merlyn, it all seemed very unfair.

He knew what the Doctor would say. And he resented it.

Jack became aware that something different was happening. In the kitchen, Ianto and Idris was talking in slightly faster tones--their voices were still hushed, but the muffled words were changing, becoming sharper. Clearer.

He stiffened, focused on them. What was wrong? Something was wrong.

"Dad?" Idris said and something clanged--the copper kettle, from the sound of it.

"I don't know, I just--" Ianto answered, sounding surprised.

Their home was like most of the other Durin II homesteads, half underground and bricked with hempcrete blocks that held warm against the frozen winds and ice. There were only four rooms, set in a square pattern, with a tunnel which led to the work and storage sheds. There were hot water pipes under the floors, providing heat. The walls were thin. He could hear his husband and son clearly.

He shifted, intending to get up. Then he remembered Charley was with him.

In his arms, Charley stirred.

Jack glanced down at her just as she raised her face and looked at him with a quiet, sleepy gaze that grew sharp with thought between one breath and the next. She could hear their family's changing emotions. Pewter-dark eyes searched his features for an answer that wasn't forthcoming.

"I don't know." He murmured to her. "I should check, don't you think?"

She nodded, whispered huskily. "Daddy's scared. Something's wrong with Iddy's painting."

Jack's heart quickened, began to thump hard. 

Charley lay still, watching him as he slid his jeans on over the skin-snug thermals he wore as pyjama pants. She wore a set of her own, shirt and trousers, in union suit red. Her quiet gaze was thoughtful with concern--in the kitchen, Ianto's words had dropped back to an incomprehensible growl, and Idris--

Idris asked. "Should I go wake him up? We need to--"

As Jack bent and reached for the IG blaster which rested under the edge of the bed, the little blonde girl whispered again. "Dad? Something's coming...can you feel it? Daddy and Iddy are..."

He nodded grimly and, with the weapon in his hand, he bent over the bed and kissed her creased brow, murmuring against the warm, fragrant skin. "I know, baby, stay here. If you hear the gun go off, you run--okay? Use the service hatch and take the blanket, run for the work shed if you can. Stay there until one of us comes for you. Stay out of sight. Understand? Just...don't worry, okay? I got this."

Did he? He couldn't be sure.

His fear was made worse knowing that she could feel his uncertainty.

Jack, in just his jeans, crept away from the bed and toward the door.

He nudged it open with his shoulder and stepped through to find breakfast in its first stages. Ianto stood by the table's edge with a large brown-speckled egg in one hand and a sharp iron knife in the other, his gaze wide and disbelieving. Idris stood in front of the painting, his face tipped to the side as if he didn't understand what he was seeing.

Jack didn't understand what he was seeing, either.

Merlyn wasn't at the desk anymore. Instead, the painted figure stood by the fireplace, where a deep chair sat. In the chair was a leather sack.

Holding his weapon down by his thigh, he turned his gaze to look at Ianto. To see how the other man was taking this. What the hell was going on? Did Ianto have any ideas?

With his dark hair standing in cowlicky whorls at the crown of his head, Ianto still looked like he didn't believe his own eyes.

No. No help there.

Jack moved to stand at his husband's side and when he looked at the portrait again...

Merlyn stood before them, head cocked to the side, wearing a familiar crooked grin. He carried the leather sack over one shoulder and raised his hand--it moved at half the speed it should--to shoo two fingers at Idris.

When the wiry scientist's elbow slammed through the glass, Ianto took a step back against the table and stumbled, landing against a chair, which scooted and fell over. He dropped the egg. It slapped into the hempcrete floor wetly. The knife clanged.

"M-Merlyn--!"

"Tad!"

Jack laid his IG blaster down on the table and bent to grasp Ianto's forearm, to haul him up. But he didn't take his eyes off the tall blond who came out of the painting as if stepping down into another room and nothing more.

His chronoticist had returned--at last--and now stood in the cozy kitchen with a leather sack slung over his shoulder. At its half-open flap, he could see a gaily-colored package.

Charley came to stand at his side, tousle-headed and wide-eyed.

He patted the little hand which wrapped protectively around his thigh now, but he only had eyes for the lanky man who opened his long arms for Ianto's rushing embrace.

From head to toe, it was his Merlyn--the best friend who had once sworn, with tears and fervent kisses, that--no matter what the cost--he'd always come home.

"Neat trick, Merlyn." His heart was calming but still raced and flipped. He smirked, glancing from the painting to the broken glass on the floor, and then back at the hybrid he loved. "Better than your last one."

Holding Ianto and Idris both in his arms, the chronoticist looked weary. But Merlyn's gray eyes sparkled with happy wetness behind his glasses. His voice was like rough corduroy and brown velvet and rich with joy. "Happy Christmas, Jack. Did I make it in time?"



The End


Sunday, 1 May 2016

Fans Fiction Heaven & Nature Sings: Part 7 by Christopher E. Fain


Part Seven:

His little lad is sitting across from him at a kitchen table. The table looks like the one he built for Jack as a Yule present, just two and a half months before Idris was born. There's the windswept sunflower and the stain. Above him hangs the golden ornament with its load of mistletoe. He looks up and smiles at it, spotting three white berries in its dark depths.

'Do you understand why the sacrifice happens?' The roasting scent of the Yule Eve meal is rich, heavy with meat. He's put a little too much pepper in the gravy and he can smell that, too.

'For a return of the light.' Says the child. When he smiles, the lad's cheeks dimple.

Young, so young, no more than three years old. He's seen this child as a man. He's seen him as a teenager. He knows him as an infant, too. But this is how he remembers him best, this child who has never existed.

Sitting on the other side of the thick green-tan beeswax candles, his baby face is aglow with golden light. Brown-haired, with eyes that are a pale blue-gray now. He has freckles and a grin like Jack's. He's a sturdy lad, lovely to look at. Like Idris as a little one. But different, too. And he knows what the child's bones feel like, held close in a cuddle.

'Aye, Thaniel. For a return of the light.'

The light...like the gleam of artron energy that swirls deep within the gaze of his never-was.

He wakes in a storage room. He doesn't remember how he got to this place and, for a moment, he doesn't recognize the shelves and pedestals. But this is the Black Archive and someone let him in. His DNA is coded into the system. It has been for a long time.

The lights are low but once he pushes his glasses up and blinks, he realizes where he is--yet can't remember how he got here. He's in a part of the Archive where very few go. It houses bits of TARDIS. He sits against a steel pedestal with a piece of coral held close between his fingers.

He shifts it in his hands and the stone-like shell scrapes against his wedding rings. Why is he here? Did he sleep-walk all the way from his quarters? He can't remember and, in waking, it doesn't matter. He's holding a piece of...her. He knows this as he knows his own blood.

It's not the first time he's held some discarded bit of a TARDIS and he knows the difference between living and dead and she's there, singing soft and half-conscious under his touch. The Doctor's TARDIS has a voice unlike any other. She's an aging madwoman with a fondness for cats and misfits. She adores the bold, heals the wounded. She is his mother--in a way--and he is her unruly, moody child.

Did she call to him in sleep on this, the longest night of the year?

He looks around the room and, with a heavy sigh of understanding, he lays the coral against his chest and draws his knees up. Wrapping his arms around them, he holds the slender branch in the hollow beween thigh and belly and lets his sleep-ruffled head fall back to rest on the pedestal. He is here for a reason.

His Rawleigh is dead. Kate offers him a chance to try rebuilding it but he knows that can't happen. At least Jack and Gwen are going to weather the storm. Torchwood will live and thrive in the new world, with its mixed population of Zygon immigrants and Earth natives and the odds and ends that cling on. Humanity is preparing to crawl out of its cradle at last and he is here to see it. He helped sing it into tomorrow.

But his Rawleigh is dead and there are no more options but this one. He doesn't need to use the space-time telegraph machine to make contact with the Doctor and he doesn't need to wait for Kate to attempt a mobile call.

She will hear him. She always does. Even when he can't bear the thought of asking.

He takes his glasses off and lays them on the concrete floor at his side.

Holding her close, he reaches out for her.

***

Yesterday Evening...

20 December 2011; 2001 hours
London

The invitation was written on a piece of UNIT stationary, nothing fancy but telling nonetheless.

Captain Jack Harkness & Gwen Cooper Williams are cordially Invited to the Tower of London for a late tea in Celebration of the Season.

It was signed Lyn Baskerville. And all of it handwritten, in Lyn's scrawl.

Behind the wheel of the Rover, parked outside the Tower of London, Jack looked at it again under the yellow dome light. His eyes didn't take in the meaning, only the writing itself. Blue ink, cream colored paper. Sharp angular upper-case letters. It wasn't something he'd expected. He'd spent the last five weeks ignoring his instincts where Lyn were concerned. Martha was right. It was entirely in the other man's hands.

The man who knew what his future held.

These days, he didn't get much of a chance to think about Lyn. Which told him how easily he might lose track of the things that could matter. The Hub was almost finished--it would open officially on the first day of the new year. He'd spent today picking out office furniture and then dealing with a Rift echo that appeared in the bay--a ghost ship from 1897 that didn't hang around for very long.

But things weren't slow. He'd filed a report with UNIT earlier this week--sent it to Kate Stewart--about the increasing number of Zygons he'd spotted in just southern Wales--and all of whom disappeared without explanation. Something big was brewing. UNIT hadn't sent a report to him yet, so he was asking for some clarification. Torchwood weren't the only ones noticing this...were they?

Gwen was talking. He wasn't paying attention. She'd decided on four candidates and they'd interviewed them all. Put them through the ringers, each with a Torchwood case that exposed the interviewee to a day in the life...sorta. They lost a lot of candidates that way. Lots of retcon.

Four candidates.

"Who?"

She didn't even look at the notepad she held.

"Detective Kathy Swanson, Rose-Marie Carter, Iksa El-Khoury, and Sergeant Andy Davidson."

So, yeah, Andy. He was good with that. Andy was already part of it. But would Andy sign on or continue being a consultant? No telling, really. Andy valued his connections to the police department--and Jack wasn't so sure the ginger was wrong.

Kathy Swanson had survived her first real encounter with the inexplicable--the kind that couldn't be ignored--with a pair of blowfish raising hell in Newport's underworld gambling halls. She would be good, too, and a constant thorn in his side. Something he needed. Gwen was settling down, didn't challenge his authority enough.

Carter...he didn't know. He couldn't find a face for her. Had he met her at all, in the interviewing process? Her background was good. Working class, scholarships, a medical degree. She'd studied under the same doctors who trained Owen. That was a plus. Her alien test had involved being presented with the body of a Zygon. She'd overcome her surprise quick, according to Gwen.

And El-Khoury. Well, that was going to be a genuine pleasure. They needed a bureaucrat, a dangerous one that could rattle cages at the highest levels. Educated at Cambridge as the adopted son of a lord, El-Khoury wasn't hard to look at, either. An Egyptian fox who already knew about alien activity on Earth. He was ex-UNIT.

"I like them all. Okay." He waved the invitation at her. "Tell me what you think."

"We're sitting outside the gates and you're asking my opinion. Now?" Unsure of how to dress this evening, Gwen mixed jeans with a man's dress shirt and tie under her leather suit coat. She wore diamonds at her ears; her sable-dark hair was tucked up into a lazy chignon that showed off the line of her cheekbones, her throat.

It was a good look. She cocked a curious brow at him. So far, since this invitation arrived, he'd voiced nothing but anticipation. Quiet but steady anticipation. Now he was questioning things?

"Yeah. What do you think's going on?" He pulled his earpiece off and dropped the device into a coat pocket.

"We don't know anything about what he's doing for UNIT. We can't speculate. Unless he's really just inviting us for tea." But she didn't believe it. He could hear the doubt in her tone.

Lyn had stayed silent since disappearing. And Martha was mum on the subject.

They were thirty minutes early and, in the darkness of growing winter, they silently and individually speculated about what waited inside the Tower's walls tonight.

***

2025 hours

He poured the steam engine kettle into the tea pot and put its ceramic lid on before surveying Osgood One's work. He nodded with admiration. "It's lovely, Nell."

She wore the Doctor's ridiculous old scarf and for a moment, her blushing cheeks almost disappeared from sight behind a fold. "Thank you, Doctor Llewelyn."

He leaned back on the workbench, being careful of the tea pot at his hip, and studied the room, the table, the food. He'd made coffee and tea while finishing his stale take-away sandwich from lunch. The whiteboard was set. So was the computer.  He tapped his ratty trainer on the concrete floor, stretched his brown cardigan in closer around his ribs, and tried to not worry.

His nerves jangled--they were taking a huge risk here, but Martha was right. Jack would believe him even if the immortal didn't believe anyone or anything else--and the shock of his healed face would play its role, too, in Jack's head.

By the time they finished tonight, Torchwood would be on board with the peace treaty and up to speed. And then Jack would forget that McGillop wasn't at this briefing. He might even ask himself if he'd ever really looked at McGillop, who seemed taller and fairer and more Welsh than Scottish. Tomorrow morning would dawn with Jack feeling proud of what UNIT had handed him and probably thinking that McGillop looked mad-scientist sexy with glasses.

The thought of it made Lyn snort and snicker as he rubbed his clean-shaven jaw and throat. His Jack had said that to him once, when he was twenty and too young to know how to handle something like Captain Harkness. He'd been offended for days, as he recalled, and stiff.

Convincing Jack would be easy. Sure, there'd be a few problems at first. But once Jack understood what was happening on Earth, he'd see the historical significance, too.

Gwen would be the problem. Not that he would let a little something like her acquiescence stand in his way. He wasn't the Doctor, after all.

Of course, once in a great while, when the stars hid their heads in fear, not even the Doctor was like the Doctor. He'd seen the Time Lord do this sort of underhanded manipulation several times. It was where he'd learned the trick himself. Not even John Hart could've taught him this art so effectively.

Never give up. Never give in. And sometimes that meant the compromise was bitter and the hand that brought help also brought consequences.

One way or another, Torchwood was joining Operation Double tonight.

It was Martha who'd convinced Kate that he should be involved in the briefing. The physician believed that the only way to really convince anyone was to have the Doctor give it to them plain. The Doctor wasn't on Earth at the moment--at least, not that they knew of. But Lyn was here and he saw Earth's situation from a non-Earther perspective, too. And he had the advantage of a psi-gift--with all the advantages it gave him in negotiating.

He wished Martha was with them. But she was on a resettlement mission, assisting a colony of Zygons in Canada.

At the table, Osgood One reshuffled the files. The sound grated on his nerves, but he said nothing.

He understood how she felt.

"So you're going home." She said, trying to sound cheerful.

Lyn turned to pick up the big tea pot with two towels. "If everything goes right." He carried it to the table. There, he poured a cup, busying himself with the milk and sugar as he went on, shifting the subject. "Are you certain she doesn't remember? That he made two of them?"

He didn't want any surprises tonight when it came to explaining the safeguard to Jack and Gwen. The safeguard itself was scary enough and the protocols for its protection and use were entirely in the hands of Osgood--together, both of them. Jack might have problems with that.

"No. At least she shouldn't. She hasn't mentioned it...you'd know better than me about the memory modifiers and how they work, the technical side." She pulled out a chair and sat down noisily. He glanced up from his mug and, over the rim of his glasses, he saw her curiosity return.

"What're you looking forward to the most? At home?"

For such an intelligent woman, she sometimes asked the most difficult questions. He liked her--and her twin--anyway. In his head, he'd labeled them One and Two but enjoyed the fact that he--nor anyone else--could tell them apart. Not even his empathy could differentiate. And if they switched clothes, he wouldn't know. It was delightful.

He thought about what waited for him, at home. About how he couldn't be sure of what he might find--or even if he could find his family at all. And he smiled, lifting his cup as he turned from the table again. "Pooshian black."

"What?" She laughed. "What's...Pooshian black?"

"A type of tea." He went to the whiteboard and sat down, wrapping one foot around a rung. "No, I look forward to it all, yeah?"

"Your husbands, of course. And your children." She gave him a sympathetic smile. It was an innocent one. She wasn't married, didn't have children.

He could explain it, he supposed. Tell her that living without Ianto was like being empty, that the missing heartbeat was deafening in its absence. She was linked closely enough to her twin now--she might understand that.

In the weeks they'd worked together, he'd told the Osgoods about himself--but not about the war. And he'd shared stories about the Doctor.

He found their devotion to the Doctor to be an endless source of amusement. He was gentle. He didn't mock. Their faith was absolute and devout. They were the first to believe in what the Doctor was trying to do when the peace treaty began. And he used the Osgoods as a source of information for events surrounding the invasion that became a resettlement. A lot of UNIT people died. There was a lot of cover-up to do. And the Osgoods were at the center of many projects. One or both of them.

He'd worked beside them, tirelessly, lending his perspective and shaping the future. He was at ground zero for a world-shaking piece of history. And for once, despite the turmoil and struggle, chaos wasn't happening. For him, that was new and refreshing.

"Will you play for us again? Before you leave?" She asked, from where she sat. Her tone was wistful.

He would be missed for his own sake. His throat tightened. And Lyn's smile returned, slow and tender. He studied her for a moment--her messy brown hair, her dark-framed glasses, the frumpy clothes that only the Doctor could love--and decided he would miss her, too.

"Yeah." He blew on his tea. "I'll put off leaving 'til the morning, Nell. I don't have to rush away. It's time travel."

They would go to St John's Chapel again. The acoustics were so perfect...and, in the darkness, only a candle would do. He could stand on the altar in mask and hat or he could squat bare-footed on the icy cold flags in a corner; it would not matter once the music began.

His pocket buzzed. So did Osgood's. They both looked at their mobiles.

"Torchwood's in the building." She bit the corner of her lower lip; her brown eyes widened in something approaching panic and she gave a wheeze.

"Inhaler, Nell." He frowned and put the mobile away, ignoring his own flutter of nerves.

***

2027 hours

Kate met them in the corridor outside the keep's security office and he caught, from the corner of his eye, how Gwen compared the other woman's clothes--favorably. It made him want to laugh and that eased his mood.

He'd entered the White Tower defensive but now felt relieved. The place was largely deserted, at least on this level, and things were quiet and darkened. Whatever was going on--for whatever reason Torchwood was here--it wasn't something little. After-hours meetings rarely were, in his experience. This had all the clues of a big thing the scientific branch of UNIT didn't want exposed.

They made small talk--Gwen and Kate. He listened with only half an ear as he watched the faces that passed them in the dimly lit spaces they crossed. Stone and heavy oak paneling to sheet-rock and back to stone again. Only one room held any activity and Kate said nothing about it as they passed the open doorway. No one there turned to give them even a glance. They were all busy at a bank of computer terminals and a large computer display map of the world. A high-tech command center, he thought, nestled away in a room with vaulted stone ceilings that dated back a thousand years to the Norman Invasion.

"Where are we going?" Gwen asked and Jack turned his attention to her. From behind, the two women were the same height; both wore heeled boots. His fierce second in command had a cool tone in her voice. She was taking nothing for granted or on sight. Not for the first time did he applaud--silently--the Welsh nature.

"To the Black Archive." Kate Stewart responded with a similar tone. Almost frosty but with a twist of wry humor. It sharpened his awareness of her, made him look twice.

The Black Archive. He was being taken into the Black Archive. Where he'd never been allowed before.

Gwen cast a look over her shoulder at him, green eyes shadowy but wide. Like a doe caught in the headlights of an oncoming lorry.

He nodded, shoved his hands into his trousers' pockets, and lifted his chin.

He recognized Kate's method. She wouldn't tell them what was going on until they reached their destination. There could be ears, even here. If this sort of secrecy was involved, then the Black Archive was sealed against such possible intrusions. And that made the skin on his nape crawl.

They walked down a steel corridor that looked like the interior of a space ship. The light over their heads came from small, embedded pods. Red and fluorescent white. Their shoes clicked and thumped loudly here.

Kate flashed her badge and an African-British woman named Wardi gave them access to the rooms beyond, using a barrel key that the blonde director produced.

It was a giant storage room. At the Hub, on Cardiff Bay, they'd had rooms like this, too. He suspected that, if he looked around too hard, he would spot things that UNIT had confiscated from Torchwood in the clean-up.

There was nothing high-tech about the security. Nothing he could see. But that just meant the place was secure against enemies that could use UNIT's computers against it. And not so different from his own security measures, at Torchwood. They were measures that worked.

Lights flickered on and then dropped again as they walked. There were blinking lights on the shelves.

They turned left. Kate led. "This way. We're going to the conference room."

But then a long set of work-boards set against the wall caught his--and Gwen's--attention. Jack's steps slowed and came to a stop. He stood beside the dark-haired Welshwoman and studied the faces.

"Ah. The Doctor's companions. We have at least a dozen boards, full. You're on there, too, Jack. See?" Coming back to them, Kate pointed at a series of pictures.

Jack chuckled. "Yeah. Even some early UNIT missions that I was involved in..."

But then his eye, sweeping from left to right on the second board, found a familiar--unexpected--face.

In four pictures, the same blond man with glasses. With the Brigadier. With Kate. With a honey-blonde he didn't recognize--but she had a likeable, dark-sexy smile. And--

"That's the Doctor. One of him, anyway." Kate pointed to the fourth picture.

He ignored that--for now. "What is he?" And he replaced her finger with his, on the other face.

She gave him a deprecating smile that didn't quite reach her dark eyes. "You know who he is."

She sidestepped his question. Wouldn't admit to what she knew. He shook his head and looked at each photograph again.

"I know him." Gwen sounded choked--and he looked around at her, surprised. She was suddenly a sick pale color. Her stare was bright and watery and she rubbed her brow as if it ached. "From somewhere. I know his face..."

Kate folded her arms over the expensive wool jacket she wore. "Probably from the Highgate Incident. We believe you encountered this man and the Doctor when you were flung back in time by a weeping angel." Her face softened as she turned to study Gwen. "You returned with no recall of the encounter, but we are reliably informed that a memory-altering technology was used on you there."

Jack thought about that case. Ianto and Gwen both disappeared on him. Tosh infected by a weeping angel. Owen...well, Owen had saved the day that time. Weeping angels didn't see the undead--or whatever Owen was, then--as viable food. But he'd used UNIT's prototype time-ripper to find Gwen in the seventeenth century and bring her back. And UNIT had known exactly where she was, in time.

But no one ever told him what they really knew. The officers in charge of handling that incident were very mum about the source of their information.

There were letters. Letters he wasn't allowed to read. Even the one addressed to him wasn't put into his hands. "The companion's letter. The one the officers wouldn't let me have. I got the paraphrased version and a promise that it was genuine. That it checked out. That letter? He wrote it?"

And Kate laughed. "Spot on, Jack. Yes. We've had multiple encounters with this particular companion. Always with the same Doctor. And his presence in Earth's history is well-documented. At least, the parts UNIT knows about."

"That's Henry Lyn Baskerville." He pointed at the man's picture again. The one with Brigadier Lethbridge-Stewart.

Gwen beside him flinched and looked closer at the photos, her brows knitting hard. She'd never seen the photograph from Lyn's possessions and had no frame of reference. To her, the alien human was only a damaged, scarred face from Youngston's pictures.

"Well, yes." Kate admitted. "And no."

Before he could ask for clarification--what kind of game was she playing here?--a figure appeared at a doorway ahead and drew his attention.

It was the girl, Osgood. She wore a brown jumper with elbow patches that looked like it was made of tweed. And a red bow tie. Her long brown hair was pulled up in a loose, messy tail and she smiled breathily at them.

"We're ready, Kate." And then the young scientist was gone again.

At his side, Kate Stewart heaved a sigh that sounded almost like regret. "Some other time, then." She led the way once more, walking swiftly away. "Come along. We have something to show you."

Jack shared a glance with Gwen. She looked worried.

He took the lead this time, putting himself between his second in command and whatever was ahead of them.

***

2029 hours

He was so unassuming, his foot hooked over a rung of the stool, that it was easy to overlook him. Jack's eyes were drawn to the young woman standing at the whiteboard beside a lanky, unexceptional blond who slouched over his mug of tea like a disheveled scarecrow. Because the young woman stood in two places. At the whiteboard and at the long steel table in front of him.

They weren't dressed the same but they were identical twins. Dark-framed glasses and all.

An alarm began to rise in his head as several pieces of information suddenly started slotting themselves into a new picture.

The whiteboard was covered in paper and photographs. A few Zygon pictures glared at him from across the conference room.

"Welcome to Operation Double. We operate off UNIT's radar and beyond their reach on some very specialized fronts." Kate said. She walked to the other side of the table and began pouring herself a tea.

The suspicious bastard in his head knew--with very little doubt left--that the twins were not, in fact, twins.

"What the hell is going on here?" He demanded, focusing on the pair.

"Humanity's future. The form humanity takes as it begins to leave its homeworld." With a voice he knew well--damn well--the lanky man spoke up from his perch on the tall stool. He gave a sniff and raised his mug and spoke from behind its rim. And Jack felt his knees sag in shock; he hadn't noticed Lyn at all.

The chronoticist went on. "In your own timezone, Jack, what do the history books say about the way humans began exploring beyond this star system? Did you ever read about the sociology of the Exodus? What was happening on Earth in those ancient days?"

He blinked, his brain split between the physical reality of what he was looking at--who he was seeing--and the questions being put to him by the familiar voice of a friend.

Lyn wore a brown cardigan over a threadbare Bowie teeshirt. The teeshirt might've been black at some point in its life. It was a washed-out gray now. Faded blue jeans and a pair of scuffed running shoes completed the non-descript scientist's disguise.

In the flesh, as if he'd never crashed into Cardiff Bay, Lyn was youngish with sharp gray eyes and a long, expressive mouth.

Gwen stirred, moved to stand closer. She was bristling. "You'll have to explain this." She was talking to Kate Stewart. "Because I don't understand what I'm seeing. I don't think I want to understand. But I know there has to be a good explanation. At least, there better be an explanation."

There was fire in her tone and, watching Lyn's face, Jack saw how it changed. Lyn lit up with a grin that made him...distinct. As if the window to his beauty lay within a genuine, loving smile. Because there was real fondness in his angular, pale features, and it made him stand out.

How it happened, he could only guess. But it was real. That was a fact. Unless all of this was a game and he was looking at a Zygon.

How would he know? He needed to talk with Lyn privately--ask some questions. Find out how it happened, this unlikely recovery of a face he was never meant to see.

Lyn chuckled, a rolling laugh. And Jack's heart jerked at the sound.

"That's why you're here, Gwen. For an explanation." The blond said and raised his hand to activate the flat screen on the wall to their right. It hung above a counter where a coffee maker sat between the detritus of a take-away meal and a stack of books. "And...Jack, yes, we can talk. After, yeah?"

He didn't nod. He clenched his hands instead and held himself still.

On the screen, a map lit up. All over it, in clusters, were red dots that made up red zones. Whatever the red represented in this case, it was spreading slow and in patterns that moved from troubled areas to no-man-lands to large cities and then outward, into suburban towns.

"Gwen, Jack...Torchwood is being brought aboard a delicate mission. One that requires the utmost secrecy and care. Kate's right. We operate beyond UNIT here. And it's past time for you to be involved." One of the Osgoods--the one standing beside Lyn--said.

Lyn picked up again, his brow creasing behind the wheat-yellow front of his longish hair. "We are prepared to tell you everything pertinent to this situation. We'll share data. We'll put you at the vanguard of the mission. Because you are Torchwood and this is something you're good at. But this is all contingent upon an agreement."

The second Osgood said, from where she stood at the table's end. "If you decide, in the end, that you don't wish to be part of it, we'll understand. You'll walk out of here with no memories of this conversation. If you are not actively involved, you do not know. Understand?"

Gwen stiffened. "And what if we walk out right now?"

"You won't get far." Lyn pointed his mug at her. "There are armed guards outside the Archive and a gauntlet of memory modifiers between you and them. By the time you are arrested for treasonable theft, you'll have forgotten why you were here in the first place. Torchwood will disappear immediately. Loose cannons will not be tolerated."

Jack took a step backward and thrust a hand into his coat pocket, but was disappointed. He'd left his gun behind, anticipating a pat-down. He stared at each of them in turn before looking down at Gwen.

They'd walked into a trap. Rhys and Anwen and Andy would be targets, as would everyone they dealt with on a daily basis. Those who must comment on their disappearance. Those who could investigate and raise a fuss.

Their memories would be altered, regardless of what they chose.

Kate took a seat and crossed her legs at the knee. "Please, Jack...Gwen. Both of you, have something to drink. Sit down. You have a lot of catching up to do. Tea was an excuse but a good one. Merlyn was thinking of your comfort. You could be in the Archive for a while. The Prime Minister and his Cabinet were here a full two days."

"A big fat British headache, the bloody lot of them." Lyn said, behind his mug again. "But nothing compared to the Americans."

***

2259 hours

"This is our planet. Not theirs."

"And it was invaded by a species of shapeshifting aliens who meant to kill us all but changed their minds. Gwen, the invasion's over. It happened. They're not going anywhere."

Jack watched and listened as Kate Stewart argued with Gwen Cooper Williams through the brick wall the younger woman constructed of her fear and bias. The Osgoods--both of them--joined the conversation once or twice, but Lyn Baskerville stayed silent.

"There have to be other planets. Why wasn't this an option? Jack says the TARDIS is as big as a city. Why couldn't the Doctor take them all away and find them a different home?"

"They like Earth and...they're similar to us, in social evolution. They were a great warrior culture before the Time War reached their homeworld. They have stories that are similar to ours."

"A shared story is not grounds for destroying human culture here and now. If we can't tell the difference between us and them, we could...fall in love with one. We could accidentally offend one of them and then what? Hate crimes between us? Could there be children?"

Pots of coffee and tea were made. Food was eaten. Papers were examined. The story of the invasion was told--he wished he'd known, he could only imagine what it was like to work with three Doctors when the fate of Earth hung in the balance. The Osgoods explained the safeguard and his blood chilled at the idea of what could happen if the peace treaty frayed and collapsed under the small but steady knicks and dings of daily aggravations that developed when two species lived together.

He knew what they were looking at...and he privately thrilled to the challenge.

"Gwen, you're not hearing me. They were already among us. A few, here and there. And now we have a lot more of them--"

"If--" One of the Osgoods tried and then clamped her mouth shut when she got no further.

"No. I don't want it. Nobody wants it but the Doctor."

"There's no choice in this, Gwen. Why can't you--"

Jack estimated that they'd stepped into this conversation at about...eight-thirty. With explanations and coffee and some background information, the meeting had lasted over two hours now. And the argument was still in full swing.

The Osgoods abandoned ship together.

Gwen had a lot of intelligence backing her. But most of it was gut intelligence. That wouldn't help her here. Because gut intelligence was good for instincts but living side by side with an alien species--a shapeshifting species--would put alarm into any human's heart. Instinct and alarm were a bad combination for most people.

He stretched his back, walked around the conference room. He studied the pile of books on the work bench and the computer map of the Zygon re-settlement. But he did not approach Lyn, who watched the argument with folded arms and a somber expression on his long face.

Jack, in just his shirt sleeves, leaned on the wall beside the work bench and watched the young-faced chronoticist. And he didn't let himself shift a muscle when Lyn finally turned and looked directly at him. Met his eye.

This was what waited in his future? The story on Youngston's audio cassettes gave him an idea of what the other alien human was, under the skin. But years of Sunday afternoons told him more.

The other man's gray gaze was quiet, dark, and full of steel, and Jack had to admit...he didn't know the face yet, not really, but he knew Lyn's eyes. He'd played a lot of chess with Lyn and he knew what this expression meant.

It was more than 'I know better than you'. It was also 'I refuse to let you destroy yourself'. In either case, Lyn was backing the Doctor's choice to strip Earth's humans of their rights in the matter. Lyn knew more Earth History than him. Especially history that impacted Torchwood. But did that give Lyn the right to make a choice for Torchwood?

Gwen didn't understand why they couldn't just throw all the Zygons off the planet. Despite her intelligence--despite her time at Torchwood--she still didn't understand in her gut that Earth was already home and host to dozens and maybe hundreds of alien species. Some of which were definitely dangerous and wanted to kill humans.

She believed it was a 'them or us' problem.

There was, Jack knew, no such thing as 'them or us' where Earth was concerned. It was just 'us' and 'we', and in less than fifty years, UNIT and Torchwood would be on the first trans-system mission to visit another star and its residential planets--and its natives. And by then, Earth would acknowledge its true nature--that of a hybrid world. Where Zygon technology mingled with humanity's and, in time, would become powerful enough to take over the galaxy.

Telling Gwen didn't help. She couldn't grasp the sheer scope of what was happening.

The world had changed while Torchwood dealt with the surprise gift of the government's full support. And now, for the sake of preserving a tenuous peace, they would do as they were told. In his mind, the choice was made.

"But, we have the right to say no. To choose that for ourselves. It's our planet--" Gwen thumped the metal table's surface with the palm of a hand. "Not theirs."

The same argument, over and over. And he saw it, in Lyn's eyes--the blond time traveler recognized the stale-mate.

"Gwen." Lyn said, raising his voice. He didn't move, didn't turn away. He looked at Jack as he  spoke in the sudden, expectant silence. Kate and Gwen stared, waiting. "Gwen, it's already happened. Now we're down to the nitty-gritty of holding the line. Painting in the background of history. We help or we fight a lost cause. It's a fact, not a speculation."

"You're the only one here that fact affects, from what I can see." Gwen frowned at Lyn and tossed a scrumpled paper napkin on the table in front of her. It bounced off the side of her coffee cup. "For the rest of us, it's the future, not a fact in a textbook. It's our future and futures can change."

"Jack knows." Glancing away, Lyn shrugged--a forward folding of his narrow shoulders inside the brown heather cardigan. The wiry scientist shifted to look at Gwen once more from his perch on the stool. The somber dispassion was gone; Lyn's tone sharpened. "He's from farther ahead in time than me. He's letting you argue it out but he already knows. And if you change it now, you change the future that includes Jack--on two levels. This timezone of his current existence, and the timezone of his origins. And that affects a lot of other people who made a lot of little but important decisions. It might erase Zygon involvement but it might also erase Jack."

But Gwen's jaw was set. She watched Lyn with darkened, angry eyes that gleamed with unshed tears. She was furious. Beyond furious. "It's a maybe. Anything could happen."

"You want to create a paradox that could fuck with the fabric of time." The chronoticist argued. "And by fuck with, I mean mangle."

Both sides were right. There was no reason why they couldn't fight this. So what if it meant nothing in the big picture--a blip of rebellion and nothing more? They could fight it and they were within their right to do so. Gwen was prepared to fight for the lost cause and this might be the point where she found the strength to watch her child die for her sins.

He dreaded that day. They might become enemies.

Settling back in her chair, Kate made a face. She stretched and her whisky voice turned conversational. "What do you think will happen if our species goes to war with the Zygons on this planet?" Her smile was thin, bitter. "We are being watched by the galaxy. By the universe. Watched and judged. And some of those eyes wait to see us destroy enough of ourselves to make Earth easy prey."

What must it be like for her, walking in her father's shoes? Knowing--without any shadow of doubt--what nine-tenths of the planet was completely unaware of. Guessing correctly about what lay beyond the visible horizon and then doing what could be done. This peace treaty took every last sinew of her strength--mental and physical--and she was tired.

And he saw the moment when Gwen recognized what UNIT already understood. Her gaze swept to find him, to stare in dismayed surprised. He'd never told her what he knew. He'd told her it all changed in the 21st century but he hadn't explained how vulnerable Earth was. He'd thought she knew.

"There's a potential future when that happens. An invasion where the enemy cannot be placated, coming at a time when Earth is embattled from within." Lyn said, his voice dropping into a ragged softness. "I've seen it. No matter what you fear, it could be much worse than you dare to imagine. What the 456 did? Child's play next to some I could name. And if Earth is weakened, your enemies will never stop testing you."

Gwen gathered herself and the shock vanished to be replaced by determination. Her chin and jaw firmed again, her eyes narrowed on the blond man as if she held a sword. "We'll stop them. Like we stopped the Daleks. And the Cybermen."

"With the Doctor's help? Will Earth be his favorite when it's decimated by a war he tried to prevent? And what about the times when he doesn't show up, Gwen? You've seen a few of those. Haven't you?"

Jack stirred, moved his shoulders against the stone wall; his guts clenched. He didn't want to hear this--Lyn would use the 456 incident to break Gwen's argument. Because it was true--the Doctor might not arrive to help. Something about Lyn's expression--soft voice, fierce eyes--suggested the off-worlder knew exactly what that felt like.

He held his breath, waiting to hear what Lyn would say about the Doctor--and watched as his friend pulled out a mobile and looked at its screen with knit brows. Lyn's tone shifted. "Kate? The Osgoods need to see you for a moment. In the vault."

Silence lay heavy among them as Kate left.

Only after the director was gone did Gwen speak again. She'd gathered her anger and it was cold. "You set this up. Using Jack, you walked us right into a trap." And she gave a toothy grimace.

Jack opened his mouth to protest. He could speak for himself, when this was done. When he got Lyn Baskerville--no, that wasn't his name, wasn't it?--alone for a private conversation.

But the scientist beat him to it. Lyn sighed, gave a wry smile with his new face. "Just the latest example of how I disappoint you as a friend, Jack. You and I both know this is right. The Doctor is counting on us here. Our world is counting on us."

"But it's not your world." Gwen challenged. "Is it?"

The wry grin twisted. "My mother was from Hampshire. And my homeworld came from this one. I was born a citizen of the United Kingdom, just like you."

His second in command made a disparaging noise. Her hair was slipping free of its chignon. "Jack, you don't really think this has to happen...do you? There must be a way to stop it."

He put his back on the wall again and dropped his hands, slid them into his pockets. He looked at Gwen and then at the blond. And he realized what would have to happen, regardless of what else was decided here. He couldn't be allowed to remember this face, this voice. The name Kate had said...

"Merlyn...is that what Kate called you? Miss Osgood, one of them, called you Doctor Llewelyn."

The dark smile softened as Lyn turned to stare at him with quiet, gentle eyes. "Yes."

Jack nodded and smiled, too. He could enjoy the information while he still possessed it.

"You're a traitor to Torchwood and the human race, Merlyn." Gwen said.

It didn't bother Lyn. The time traveler drew something from the left pocket of his wooly cardigan and held it hidden in his fingers. "No...I'm far worse than a traitor. Liar. Thief. Murderer. Regicide and geocide. I was all of these in the course of my duty as the Queen's man." The expressive mouth curled up on one side as if there was some bitter pride to be found in the confession. "And always for reasons like this one. To save a world, to save the people I love. I'm worse than a traitor..." Gray eyes found him and the crinkle of sad amusement couldn't be hidden. "But then, Jack always did bring out the best in me."

Lyn raised his left hand--and the remote control he held--and pointed it at an embedded console below the conference room's clock, a red-black digital screen. Jack's heart jerked hard and he straightened.

"Not yet--" He moved.

"Goodbye, Jack." Lyn said and the world disappeared.

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